wrote this at work so cannot post have to backdate it again sry people...


Wednesday 17th January 2007
I thought it would be better once i am back in Singapore but i guess i am utterly wrong sobs. I wonder why and i always wonder why i am in this state. Oh wells something has to end before another happy life can start so life miseries have to be ended. And for it to end i have to end it myself. Life miseries has to end so yeah i guess this kinda life has to end first before i could start another life. Oh wells i know that this life ha to end first buy i and now thinking and sill finding an answer so as to how to end this kinda miserable life. This thinking has been around for a long long time but until now i still have not found any answers or even a clue so as to how to stop all these crap.